please...stop...

stop what you're doing.

it's making me feel bad.

..but i just want to grow.

don't stop me from growing.

i know..you've given me a lot.

you've helped me with a lot of things.

i've learned a lot from this.

and i want to learn more.

but i also want to earn more.

things are not going the way it seems.

don't deny it...just accept it.

it's better that way.

i'll stay..for as long as i can.

but i won't stop looking.

my dreams won't be fulfilled if i stop.

i'll keep on looking.

and when i find the one,

i think you'll be okay.

you'll do fine with the others.

they're good, you know.

you just didn't see it.

thank you.

for educating me.

for making me feel important.

i'll do my best as what i've done before.

...scared...

i've applied to this big company and i'm scared. i'm scared. i'm nervous. i don't know what to do. it's really such a big step from where i am. it's a big career move. and i really want to be with that company since it will be such a big opportunity.

i'm anxious. i want to be over and done with it. if i fail, then i guess it's really not meant for me. if i pass, then good luck to me. i hope i can cope with what i've gotten myself into. (pray for me, ok?)

camera addicts

twin jackets

..ritchel..dianne..april..van..me..

van and me
why did i move? now it's so blurry

rain and me

it's rain and me again

...officemates...
ms pie is taking the picture but where is rain?

more pictures

more pictures from today..

left behind..wasn't able to take her flight..hehe!

..van..dianne..me..

van: twister fries model

ms pie: model

van and me..spider women..haha!

picture taking before working

we're just taking our pictures. couldn't resist the camera. :)

me and van

ms pie and me

me and van posing like we're models..haha! :)

twister fries models

posing before munching on the twister fries

the move i must make

i'm in a situation right now where i'm really forced to do something about it. i can't just sit around and wait for the inevitable to happen. i want to stay ahead of this game. i don't want to be out there doing nothing in particular. i want to be able to do something that will satisfy my desires, my dreams. this time i have to make a move. i have to find that job that will get me to the top.

guess i have to really get a move on. i don't wanna waste my efforts in the past on nothing. but i really am too lazy...too negative...

but i have to do it. so from now on, i have to promise to myself that i'll do the things i need to do to be able to on top of my game. :)

by the way, if you know anything about a job that will enable me to get out of this country, let me know, ok? i really don't like the direction this country is going to.

the beauties of csm

the beauties of csm

this pic was taken during our company outing. our president took the picture. looks like we're joining a beauty pageant, right? hehe! ( way angal!! )

and the rain goes on

and the rain continues to pour..when will it stop? i need my clothes to dry quickly you know.

i just hope that it stops later in the afternoon because i don't want to pay for another taxi fare. it's making me lose money like water in my hands.:(

quote

got this quote i can really relate to:

“Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some
blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in, forget them as soon as you can.
Tomorrow is a new day, you shall begin it well and serenely...”

this quote goes out to my officemate. hehe! peace!

long break from blogging

it's been a long time since i've last posted. it's all because i've discovered this online game called RAN. i'm so addicted to it. i got all caught up in the game that i spend most of my time off of work playing the game. hehe! it's sort of like my stress reliever nowadays.

enough about that. what i really wanted to say was that i can't believe some people are that stupid. imagine this: according to this guy, a "bot" or "robot" as people call it is not a software??!! my goodness!! he doesn't know what he's talking about. he's such a know-it-all kinda guy. i hate that about him. he's stupid enough not to listen to an expert that he hires and and to the people that he hires to do research on some stuff. they've already done researching and you don't believe them? not even just a little...no. it's just that how can he not believe when they have found evidence? why did he even bother asking them to do such things if he won't believe their findings anyway? let him do the job and let's see what he'll come up with.

that's giving me such a headache. but anyway, life continues in this world of mine. i'm so excited for this saturday. we're going out. (this is such a rare occasion these days!) i wonder..what're we gonna be doing on that day? hmmm...


anyway, gotta go! i'm a tired bee..gotta go home and sleep coz i'll be up and about after 6 hrs of sleep and play that game again. hehe! see ya!

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