...scared...

i've applied to this big company and i'm scared. i'm scared. i'm nervous. i don't know what to do. it's really such a big step from where i am. it's a big career move. and i really want to be with that company since it will be such a big opportunity.

i'm anxious. i want to be over and done with it. if i fail, then i guess it's really not meant for me. if i pass, then good luck to me. i hope i can cope with what i've gotten myself into. (pray for me, ok?)