me in my everyday world

my thoughts on just about anything in this world i'm living in. the life i live which no one could know about unless i tell them about it.

Saturday, December 27, 2008

down down down

up and down, down, down, down, down...down.

have i reached the bottom?

down, down, down...down.

is this the bottom?

down, down, down...down.


never ending. falling into the abyss. feeling empty. feeling blank. feeling lonely.

people everywhere are happy. they sing. they dance. they laugh. they smile. you can see it in their eyes, they're happy.

i sing. i dance. i laugh. i smile. but the smile never reaches my eyes. the laughter doesn't touch my heart.

what is missing?