a lil something for my baby

mwahz baby! i love you so!

full of love

i can't explain the way i'm feeling. all i know is i'm in love. my heart is bursting with the love i feel for you.

for you my dear silly bear.. my heart is bursting with love..

no matter what i'll be with you.. maybe not physically but you'll always be in my heart and in my mind..

before you came, i was so sad and lonely. no one could see. no one could understand. but i was ok with that.

then you came. you slowly got into my system and into my heart. you make me feel so alive. so loved. so happy.

i love you my silly bear! mwah!

to ate rhea

so so so in LOVE

hehe! so in love and so happy. thanks silly baby! mwahz! i love you too so much! thanks for coming in to my life. ü

you

you are:

the silly bear to my tigger
the king to my queen
the knight to my princess

you are my first smile in the morning
you are my first thought when i wake up

you are my last smile in the evening
you are my last thought before i go to sleep

to my dear miggy

i miss you
i like you
but do i love you?
i can't say for sure right now.

do you even love me?
i know you like me coz you told me.
but loving is quite different.

i don't know if i'm ready
or if you're ready for it.
this'll be hard i know
coz you're quite far from me.
so i need to be ready.
you should also be ready.

i'm afraid to say it.
but honestly,
i'm starting to fall for you.
i'm so happy just talking to you
even if i don't get enough sleep.

i'll be getting ready for you...for this. ü

you and me

it started out to be you and me. you are a separate being from me. but then lately, you are seeping your way into my system. you are slowly becoming a part of me. do you know that? i hope you do.

should i?

i've been feeling something i'm not sure i should be feeling. should i give in to the feeling? or should i not? should i just listen to what my mind says? or listen to my heart? a lot of things are on my mind but this feeling just won't go away. it makes me feel light hearted. it makes me feel like i'm in bliss. should i just let go and let things flow on its own? am i ready to face the risks that will come with it? i don't know and i won't know for sure. but will i ever know if i'm ready? i don't think so. i think i'd just have to take the plunge. but not yet. not now. maybe later.