me in my everyday world

my thoughts on just about anything in this world i'm living in. the life i live which no one could know about unless i tell them about it.

Friday, September 29, 2006

an excerpt from one of ABBA's songs

Knowing me, knowing you (ah-haa)
There is nothing we can do
Knowing me, knowing you (ah-haa)
We just have to face it, this time we're through
(This time we're through, this time we're through
This time we're through, we're really through)
Breaking up is never easy, I know but I have to go
(I have to go this time
I have to go, this time I know)
Knowing me, knowing you
It's the best I can do

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

to someone

Don't call me in the middle of the night no more
Don't expect me to be there
Don't think that it will be the way it was before

dedicated to you

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Coz every little thing he does is magic
Every thing he does just turns me on

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I knew it was there
Though I tried to hide it
The feeling just kept on shining through
Haven't known you that long
So I try to deny it
But the feeling was much too
Much too strong

Could this be love, deep down inside
Tearing me apart, I feel it in my heart

Constantly, you're on my mind
Thinking about you all the time
I can't sleep no matter what I do
I just keep on thinking ‘bout you

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The closer I get to touching you
The closer I get to loving you
Give it a time
Just a little more time
We'll be together
Every little smile
That special smile
The twinkle in your eye
In a little while
Give it a time
Just a little more time
So we can get closer
You and I

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I was kinda hesitant to tell you
Should I let you know
I was never really like this before
Need I say more
Or maybe I'm confused when you are near me
I don't know what to do or I should be
There's only one thing in my mind
That's you and me

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there's a lot more but i don't have the time to find the lyrics. i'll just post those when i see them. üüü

Monday, September 25, 2006

expectations and disappointments

when you expect, you risk being disappointed.

i expected something and it didn't happen. i was disappointed. i didn't know what to do. so i just did things that could make me happy. but still i can feel the disappointment. it won't go away.

what happened?

yesterday was a blissful day but today is a disappointment. *sigh*

Friday, September 22, 2006

songs

songs that are constantly running in my head...

WEAK
{Verse 1}
I don't know what it is that you've done to me...
but it's caused me to act in such a crazy way.
Whatever it is that you do when you do what you're doing...
it's a feeling I don't understand.

{Bridge}
'Cause my heart starts beating triple time,
with thoughts of loving you on my mind.
I can't figure out just what to do,
when the cause and cure is you.

{Chorus}
I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak.

I lose all control and something takes over me.
In a daze and it's so amazing, it's not a phase.
I want you to stay with me, by my side.
I swallow my pride, your love is so sweet.
It knocks me right off of my feet.
I can't explain why your loving makes me weak.

{Verse 2}
It's Time after time after time I've tried to fight it.

But your love is strong it keeps on holding on.
Resistance is down when you're around, starts fading.
In my condition I don't want to be alone.

{Bridge}

{Chorus}

{Verse 3}
I try hard to fight it.

No way can I deny it.
Your love's so sweet.
It knocks me off my feet.

{Chorus}

I get so weak...
Blood starts racing through my veins
I get so weak...
Boy it's something I can't explain.
I get so weak...
Something 'bout the way you do
the things you do ooh ooh, it...
knocks me right off of my feet,
off of my feet.
Can't explain why your loving makes me weak.

{Chorus}

CONSTANTLY
I knew it was there
Though I tried to hide it
But the feeling just kept on shining through
Haven't know you that long
So I try to deny it
But the feeling was much too much too strong

Could this be love
Deep down inside
Tearing me apart
I feel it in my heart

[Chorus:]
Constantly, you're on my mind
Thinking about you all the time
I can't sleep no matter what I do
I just keep on thinking 'bout you

Why do I feel this way
When I know you have someone
That you're seeing each and every day
Should I play this game
Of just being your friend
When I know that's not where I want it to end

How could this be wrong
When the feeling's so strong
Tearing me apart
I feel it in my heart

[Chorus:] [2x]
Constantly, you're on my mind
Thinking about you all the time
I can't sleep no matter what I do
I just keep on thinking 'bout you

No I don't want to start no trouble
Between you and I and your lover
But I must tell you what I'm going through
Everytime you walk by I see love in your eyes

You’re on my mind
Keep on thinkin’ about your love..
I can’t sleep..
I just keep on thinking ‘bout you


[ Repeat Chorus ]

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

theme song

i can really relate to this song. it describes what i'm feeling.

YOU MAKE ME WANNA
By: Usher

This is what you do
This is what you do
This is what you do
This is what you do

Chorus:
You make me wanna leave the one I'm with to
Start a new relationship with you
This is what you do
Think about a ring and all the things that come along with
You make me
You make me wanna leave the one I'm with
Start a new relationship with you
This is what you do
Think about her and all the things that come along with
Make me
You make me

Verse 1:
Before anything became between us
You were like my best friend
The one I used to run and talk to
When me and my girl was having problems
You used to say it would be okay
Suggest little nice things I should do
And when I go home at night and lay my head down
All I seem to think about was you
And how you make me wanna

Chorus:
leave the one I'm with
Start a new relationship with you
This is what you do
Think about a ring and all the things that come along with
You make me
You make me wanna leave the one I'm with
Start a new relationship with you
This is what you do
Think about her and all the things that come along with
Make me
You make me

Verse 2:
Now what's bad is you're the one that hooked us up
Knowing it should have been you
And what's sad is that I love her but I'm falling for you
What should I do
Should I tell my baby bye-bye
Should I do exactly what I feel inside
Cause I, I don't wanna go, don't need to stay
But I really need to get it together

Chorus:
You make me wanna leave the one I'm with
Start a new relationship with you (see what you do?)
This is what you do
Think about a ring and all the things that come along with
You make me (you make me)
You make me wanna leave the one I'm with (oh baby)
Start a new relationship with you (this is what you do)
This is what you do (ehhh)
Think about her and all the things that come along with
Make me
You make me

Verse 3:
At this point the situation's out of control
I never meant to hurt her
But I gotta let her go
And she may not understand it
Why all of this is going on
I tried, I tried to fight
But the feeling's just too strong

You make me
You make me wanna
You make me wanna
You make me wanna
You make me wanna
You make me wanna
You make me wanna
You make me wanna
You make me wanna

Chorus x2:
leave the one I'm with (see what you do?)
Start a new relationship with you
This is what you do
Think about a ring and all the things that come along with
You make me You make me wanna leave the one I'm with (oh baby)
Start a new relationship with you
This is what you do
Think about her and all the things that come along with
Make me
You make me

Saturday, September 02, 2006

once upon a night

when we were bored...