trying

i'm trying hard...really hard...but it seems i can't do it. =(

i have been trying for months to forget what you said to me.

i'm trying my best not to get affected.

i'm trying to let you go but i can't. i keep finding myself holding on to you.

i am hurting because of my stupidity.

after all the hurt i've suffered, i still love you...but i wish i don't. =(