in conclusion

foolishness. stupidity. carelessness. these are words that describe the act i did. but no matter how i think of it or how people describe it, i did what i did because i was so in love with the guy. too bad for me that he didn't feel the same way i did.

i've realized now, he was not worth all the pain. he was not worth crying over. what i liked about this experience is that i've found a lot of friends who were willing to help me go through the bad time i was having. i've also gained new friends who have made it easier for me to cope. life doesn't end there after all. our relationship ended but i've had a ton of relationships beginning. i didn't really lose anything. in fact, i gained a lot of friends.

so in the end, i only lost him but he lost a lot. he lost the trust and respect of a lot of people. i, on the other hand, gained a lot. ;)