determination

i am now determined to do something i was hesitant to do before. yesterday, i was hesitant. i was not ready. but today, i have prepared myself and i am now determined to do what i have to do. i will not say what i plan to do and i will not give any hints to it. i think the time has come to do such a thing. i am being provoked and i am rising to the bait. i will rise and i will win this.

a little something for your highness:

if being "plastic" is what you want, then that's what you'll get. i won't give anything more than that. i am waging a silent war against you. you'll never know what's coming next. i will get back at you someday.