too long

it's been too long since my last post. i've haven't had anything to write lately and i didn't feel like it, too. hence the long gap between my last post and this one.

anyway, lately i've been feeling a little weird. it's like having to choose between two things but i just can't. i have the other and i want the other one too. i don't want to choose. i want both. *sigh* i know a lot of people has felt this way. i wonder what they did to solve the problem..

give me your thoughts.