in the process

i'm here in tarlac and i'm taking care of my grandma. she's so weak and sore all over. i just kept quiet and went to my room. couldn't take what i saw so i just cried. i couldn't let anyone see me cry. they wouldn't even understand how i'm feeling. the feeling is different between us. it's different with me and it's different with them. i can hardly speak when i'm around her.

i'll have to end here. gotta go and see if lola is awake. bye!